a long time

every single day seems like a week for me

whatever

i would like to say something, be more positive, do a lot of things, get fitter, see the world,

meet with people, sing songs aloud, read books, change myself, feel better, be creative.

but i think i have to wait.

...

i'm so frightened

i have nothing

my sense of happiness went away with him.

now i'm as empty and aimless as i have never been.

i don't know when and if i will come back from the dead.

summertime sadness

its so warm, its the thing im really happy of

my dog

i'm listening to soko

sun shines and it is lovely

i wanna be the light

i came back from my grandparents' house, where i spent easter.

i had wonderful time, i had a lot of energy and positive thoughts.

now i hope the sun won't bring me down and it will shine more often.

only month left for holiday to start.

inside emptiness

i don't feel well again and i don't know what to do about it.

i just don't know what else to say. but i want this feeling go away.

i'm lost.