i know my pains a life away

i'm busy lately

because of writing an essay for studies

till i don't think about unnecessary things

i can to what i do and live

and i'm wondering about sending cv and taking a job

i feel this cold

it is so fucking cold in here, i can hardly stand it!

it is about -15 degrees and i'm freezing

in spite of wearing tights, leggings, sweatpants,

two longsleeves, two hoodies, three pairs of socks

and lying under the blanket.

 it is cold outside and inside