i've been thinking too much, help me

 i passed all exams and i'm happy c: 

now it's my turn

...to cry

yesterday i was in work the whole morning, but it was okay!

and later i went with my aunt for dinner - we ate delicious dumblings

but you know what?

i'm tired of food.

and i'm actually tired of some more things.

and it's raining hard today

i wanna see her smile again

because eating is my favourite form of activity,

here are some dishes from the restaurants i've been to:

but i must stop eating so much!

in the eye of the ocean

these are photos from last week,

when my boyfriend and i (yes! i have a boyfriend:p it is so unexpected!)

rode a bike by the sea almost whole sunday:p

and i'm in the time of exams because it's the end of academic year

and i hate to study so much and i worry i won't pass..

i really have to study a lot, even now..

and today is my mom's birthday!

in the morning i prepered a fruit coctail for her,

i will buy flowers and chinese food for dinner c:

go forward

oh wow,

i haven't been here for months!

time goes so fast and so many things happen

 it is even hard to tell everything

but well i can try xd

but firstly some new photos:

i'm thinking of bringing this blog alive again!

and i don't know if i should write about things from the past.

maybe just go forward?

i know my pains a life away

i'm busy lately

because of writing an essay for studies

till i don't think about unnecessary things

i can to what i do and live

and i'm wondering about sending cv and taking a job

i feel this cold

it is so fucking cold in here, i can hardly stand it!

it is about -15 degrees and i'm freezing

in spite of wearing tights, leggings, sweatpants,

two longsleeves, two hoodies, three pairs of socks

and lying under the blanket.

 it is cold outside and inside