i can survive

i'm so tired it's almost hard to live,

i'm working everyday now and always i start at 5.30 am.. so i get up at 4 am.

it hurts:p

but i'm cheering myself up by reminding of whole free month which i will have soon

and i will never have to come back to that work.

last week i spent with my boyfriend. it's really nice feeling.

and now i miss him and i wonder if he miss me as much as i do

and i'm reading very intriguing book!

we've problems

i finished weekend work and now i'm having one week break

i'm going to the city of my boyfriend and i will spent few days there

last week i was three times in the cinema and yesteday i won next ticket haha

actually this prize contains buying one ticket and the second is for free

but that's a good occasion to go to the cinema again :p

and i've came to the statement that i shouldn't worry all the time

just live and try to be happy;p 

(i know it's obvious but i like to tell myself such things:p)

whatever

is something wrong with me?

i always ask myself this question. 

and i wonder it more intensive when i'm not with him

maybe because i worry

about future, about us, about me

but i shouldn't.

always remember: whatever is meant to be, will be

woodstock time

I refuse to grow
I refuse to get old
I have Peter Pan syndrome

open'er festival

these are photos from open'er festival, which was about week ago.

i saw there florence and the machine, pj harvey and red hot chilli peppers

it was really great! <3

  

this is us. very tired, at 3 o'clock in the morning in a train;p

and today i'm going to the city where my boy lives,

and tomorrow we'll be away to woodstock festival,

where will be a lot of crazy people, great music and tents :D

have a really nice week c:

i'm ready for everything i guess

i've been insane

 well, during this week i got absolutly crazy and eat a lot of food.

actually now i feel it was too much. 

everyday i tasted different dinner or meal and portions weren't small.

now i feel like i'm not going to eat anything.

i just don't like food, talking about food and me eating 

(in fact i love it) but i'm just really tired of this!

today i was dreaming a lot about my life and what i would like it to look like

i would like to do many things, see the world, create beauty, 

to live against the laws that people had established.

i simply like to live truly and fully but not for so long. i haven't forgotten about that:p

today i mixed my song which i have recorded really long time ago

and here it is: ALL I KNOW 

i will do it more often, i promise.

and i will do many things. no matter what

you're a tear in my heart

tomorrow open'er festival starts! 

i'm excited but i miss my boyfriend so much

i will see him on thursday, it is a really long time;_;

i'm gonna live fully