2 Dec 2016

ready for the weekend

when my eyes don't see what my heart cannot stand,
then i'm quite calm. if i can call that calmness.

today is a good day, sun shined a little, snow appeared
and i've got nothing more to do
i'm going with my dad for a weekend to some house by the sea
we're going go watch movies and eat 

25 Nov 2016


sunny city

i haven't sleep most of the last night
i had weird dreams and i was thinking too much

by the way, now i feel much better.
i finished diet, so i lost weight which i wanted to get rid of
and tonight i'm going to eat sushi with my mom.
and my eyes hurt a little because of the comupter's screen.

and the weather is lovely lately
and some magical things always happen

21 Nov 2016

off to sleep

i've came back home from those workshops
and i'm glad i tried a new thing
but it's not realy for me:p
i will look for some other kind of activity


could it be

 i've calmed down a little bit.
today i will attend acting workshops with my friend,
just to see how it is and maybe increase my confidence step by step.
whole term my studies contained such workshops,
but they will end next week and i found it fun and interesting.
so i was looking for something like this apart from school,
and here it is. 
i'll write after coming back!


if anyone would like to see my work - short music video, 
here it is:

20 Nov 2016

future comes so slow

me and my mom spent a weekend in another city
really beautiful place

a lot of things happens
i'll try to post photos more regularly

lately more often i have the feeling i don't have any will to do anything, 
to talk to anyone and to write anything.

23 Oct 2016

i'm staying i'm staying

i'm holding on very well,
i have worse days of course, but i remember not to care about things too much.
actually don't care at all.  

i dream about journeys, delicious food, small restaurant, 
taking photos and warmth.

6 Oct 2016

i'm taking my time on my ride

even if sometimes i complain and feel sad, i like the way i am now.
the academic year has started already. 
first week is behind me and it wasn't as bad as i thought.
i'm having drama workshops every tuesday and they are the coolest thing there.
and i'm glad i have so much free time.
i can study, read, do something for my body 
(i attend yoga classes and from saturday i will be going on aqua aerobic!)
and still have time for my interests and family and friends.

weather is a little depressing actually, it rains every day and wind blows hard.
but today in spite of finding out some unpleasant facts, now i have good mood.
my father came to mine and my mom's house (she is left for two days to work)
and we are going to watch movies and eat probably pizza c:

have a nice evening <3