30 Dec 2016

today's photos taken by my friend

today i'm in some kind of dispersion

here is my official music video, which i made by myself,


27 Dec 2016

new song!

i've recorded a new song
and i'm finishing music video for it!
i'm excited c:

here is the song:


20 Dec 2016

and you got me like oh

it really scares me, this whole world. but i'm holding on.
tomorrow the last day at university this year
i have a weird feeling right now. it isn't bad and it isn't good
and this is the worst i guess. but at least i'm not really down.
 and i don't know how to translate my mind into words.

19 Dec 2016

must be love on the brain

love for the world, i guess.

in a moment i'm going out.
i want to buy gifts for my family
then one lecture on the university. 
last 3 days and finally i will have some rest 
from everything that bothers me.

and.. of course i have to stop eat that much
(i need to tell this to bring it into life)
my stomach hurts a little lately.

18 Dec 2016

don't quit loving me, just start loving me

last week for two days i was really happy
i met with my best friend, we spent almost whole day together
and after that and still after movie-party i was like singing and dancing
and since then i'm listening over and over the song of rihanna - love on the brain
and it makes me happy.
but of course because it is me and i'm not changing in some ways,
after those two lovely days, everything had to gone wrong.
i'm getting back my calmness and sense of neutral feeling now,
because i don't wanna think about it.

and of course i think i've became fat lately
i'd like to look better so much... but i'm becoming worse and worse i guess.


15 Dec 2016

let it burn

and again i believe in whatever is meant to be, will be
and i'm not going to worry about things
world and people are nice and i always have memories
and i'm ready for new and i don't care

what's new

okay, so firstly i wanna share how i dressed up for a party and how it actually was
this is a photo which i took before going out:
(you might remember from last post which character i was)

and photos from the party shouldn't be showed in public haha
so just self-photo which i took and another one of me dancing

party was amazing, people were great,
i had so much fun and drank maybe a little too much:p 
but it was worth it! i came back home at 5.30 am xd
i stayed there longer than on new year's eve parties, so it had to be good!xd
the next day i spent almost whole in bed;p
and from that sunday i'm in really good mood c:

11 Dec 2016

advancing in the sun

photos from the weekend by the sea with my dad

today i'm going on a party and i have to dress up
i chose this character:

but unluckily i'm not that pretty:p

10 Dec 2016

my baby she's a burglar

i prefer to stay home than going out somewhere
and i will just focus on cleaning and tidying up my room

8 Dec 2016

dear darkness

yey i've made it and finally can leave this behind
now long weekend starts!
today i'm going to the cinema with dad
and tomorrow we're going shopping.

lately i'm even too tired to sleep

7 Dec 2016

i'm looking for a no hussle night

i'm nervous because today morning i have a presentation for english classes
and i don't like to talk and i worry that i won't make it...
but it's the last such stressful thing i guess

2 Dec 2016

ready for the weekend

when my eyes don't see what my heart cannot stand,
then i'm quite calm. if i can call that calmness.

today is a good day, sun shined a little, snow appeared
and i've got nothing more to do
i'm going with my dad for a weekend to some house by the sea
we're going go watch movies and eat