30 Apr 2015

a long time

every single day seems like a week for me


i would like to say something, be more positive, do a lot of things, get fitter, see the world,
meet with people, sing songs aloud, read books, change myself, feel better, be creative.
but i think i have to wait.

26 Apr 2015


i'm so frightened

22 Apr 2015

i have nothing

my sense of happiness went away with him.
now i'm as empty and aimless as i have never been.
i don't know when and if i will come back from the dead.

11 Apr 2015

summertime sadness

its so warm, its the thing im really happy of

10 Apr 2015

my dog

i'm listening to soko
sun shines and it is lovely

8 Apr 2015

i wanna be the light

i came back from my grandparents' house, where i spent easter.
i had wonderful time, i had a lot of energy and positive thoughts.
now i hope the sun won't bring me down and it will shine more often.
only month left for holiday to start.

1 Apr 2015

inside emptiness

i don't feel well again and i don't know what to do about it.
i just don't know what else to say. but i want this feeling go away.
i'm lost.