sometimes we wait for something. with every single day it's coming closer, and with this every single day we want it much more. we just can't wait and get excited. we want a change, go away from what is now, and just want to be there, in the future, in the day or period we're waiting for. but when it comes, often is that we miss what it was, what we had, what we were. we are dissapointed. it isn't like we wanted it to be.