i feel like i'm in cage. i miss everything and i want more and i need this warm. and i can't exist alone now, but i know i have to. and i must go on math's classes tonight (yea, exactly during night) and tomorrow i'm making a tour through second hand stores and then i'm learning. and rest of suturday i'm gonna spend on reading books. i wanna run away from something i can't get. and from my feelings, which makes me cry, but not because i'm hurt, but because i want more and i can't stand being apart. and i will spend time in unreal world with characters whose life is better and action that ends well always. oh i can't think straight.