late at night

hello,

this is silly post, it is me right now, listening to ataxia and waiting for tomorrow, 

cause i'm going to my granmother's birthday!

and actually in new year i feel great. i end up my old habits (i'm trying to end up them).

anytime i remind myself that i shouldn't, some kind of relief comes.

i'm trying to be focused on more important things, than i used to.

so, i think i can do it, and hope you all will persevere in goals :)

let me shout

i knew that it will be like that...

i'm calm

close

deep breath

lights

merry christmas everyone <3

i'm excited

the world's edge

i will stop. i don't need them. i don't need you.

i can live on my own with my dog and food. 

that's okay. that will be okay. 

i don't worry and wait for christmas while watching titanic <3

let's just live

well i'm keeping talking to myself.

shouting at myself.

i'm making progress. i think.

let's just live

away forever

blogger changes colors of pictures. i really don't like this fact.

i'm going to write a song, or something