i wanna see her smile again

because eating is my favourite form of activity,

here are some dishes from the restaurants i've been to:

but i must stop eating so much!

in the eye of the ocean

these are photos from last week,

when my boyfriend and i (yes! i have a boyfriend:p it is so unexpected!)

rode a bike by the sea almost whole sunday:p

and i'm in the time of exams because it's the end of academic year

and i hate to study so much and i worry i won't pass..

i really have to study a lot, even now..

and today is my mom's birthday!

in the morning i prepered a fruit coctail for her,

i will buy flowers and chinese food for dinner c:

go forward

oh wow,

i haven't been here for months!

time goes so fast and so many things happen

 it is even hard to tell everything

but well i can try xd

but firstly some new photos:

i'm thinking of bringing this blog alive again!

and i don't know if i should write about things from the past.

maybe just go forward?

i know my pains a life away

i'm busy lately

because of writing an essay for studies

till i don't think about unnecessary things

i can to what i do and live

and i'm wondering about sending cv and taking a job

i feel this cold

it is so fucking cold in here, i can hardly stand it!

it is about -15 degrees and i'm freezing

in spite of wearing tights, leggings, sweatpants,

two longsleeves, two hoodies, three pairs of socks

and lying under the blanket.

 it is cold outside and inside

happy new year! <3

i'm going on two parties tonight

i hope all of you will have fun no matter how you spend that night

and i wish you all the best in new year! c:

new year is coming

i had really bad days

and still i do have them

but tomorrorw is the new year's eve

so i should make some revolutions

surely one of them is to take more photos

these are new, which i developed yesterday:

i wonder what you guys, who maybe read my post, think of past year

for me it was the worst in my life thus far